We never left the womb of God

Yesterday in my morning satsang meditation (connecting with the infinite self, quieting the mind, moving focus away from worldly distractions to commune in truth together) with my soul mate Jamie and our beautiful Betty and Bella, an image appeared spontaneously that revealed something very simple and very profound. Yet another way that eternity revealed itself to me.

As we cleared and harmonised our energy centres and as the life force energy moved to the third eye centre an image spontaneously began to form.

A baby was being born.

I could feel the baby's body from within my own body as I simultaneously viewed the image — it was floating in the amniotic fluid of the mother, so safe and supported completely, moving gently in that living water that nourishes and surrounds it. It is obvious that the baby is not separate from the fluid, in a way it has grown from it. It grows and evolves within in it for nine months, breathes through it, is sustained by it. The fluid holds the baby completely.

The baby has no independent knowing or sense at all of being a separate entity from life or God.

It is the essence or life force of God growing, bathing in itself.

Then the moment of birth comes.

The baby emerges from the mother's womb.

And suddenly it was so clear — the baby does not 'leave' the womb of God at all.

The womb simply expands wider and wider, the darkness of the womb expands and becomes the light of the hospital room. The 'appearance' of the womb transforms, not the essence of the womb.

The womb or consciousness of God simply changes its appearance.

In my body life/ God was giving me a living demonstration of how the body (baby) seemingly flows from the inside to the outside but that movement is just the play of appearances. The amniotic fluid, the essence of God is ever untouched...ever unchanged.

The baby is born from the small womb of the mother into the infinite ever expanding womb of God.

The same living amniotic fluid is everywhere as everything.

It is the All that is...

Every appearance is supported and held and made of the amniotic fluid of God, consciousness.

Nothing has actually changed as the human is born.

The baby is still floating, still surrounded, still nourished — only now the amniotic fluid is the living field of God dreaming itself as a separate experience with a babies name on it.

It became so clear that this is what life truly is.

Nothing is ever 'outside' of the living field of God. We are not born in to life experience and leave God - we are born 'in' to God. We have never been separate from it. Every form, every body, every thought, every experience is moving within this infinite living fluid of consciousness.

Everything swims within it.

Everything is made from it.

Nothing has ever left it.

There is no actual ending, the physical form 'seemingly' ends and merges back in to it. We call this death. But the Truth is the body never actually emerges 'separately' out of it in the first place.

(This was so obvious for me when my parents passed...life/ God in its mercy revealed the Truth in my body that my parents were Source itself simply arising as my parents....for a time. They were...are and will always be within this that I AM...that we all are...that is All that is).

Yet as the baby's brain forms, genetic coding begins shaping the way reality, the world, is perceived. The brain begins projecting an individual perceptual reality. It does not actually change or affect the essence of living field (invisible amniotic fluid of God), but it 'seems' to affect the surrounding fluid — creating the appearance of a separate individual experience.

Through the forming brain a life story story begins.

A personal life.

A world that appears solid and separate.

My visions and bodily experience echoes what modern physics has begun to discover about the nature of reality. In the realm of the very small, within the mysterious domain explored by Quantum Physics, matter does not actually exist as solid objects in the way our senses assume. Instead, it appears as probabilities within a vast energetic field. Experiments such as the famous Double-slit experiment revealed something extraordinary: particles behave like waves of possibility until an observation is made. The very act of observation 'seems' to influence how those possibilities appear.

Physicists do not claim that the human mind literally creates reality. But their discoveries point toward something remarkable — that what we perceive as a solid world emerges through an interaction between the observer and the underlying field. The observer participates in how reality appears.

In a similar way, as the infant brain develops, neural patterns begin filtering the boundless living field of experience. The brain becomes a kind of interpretive lens. The infinite, amniotic fluid is not changed, but it is translated. What was once seamless wholeness begins to be perceived through the framework of “me” and “world,” “self” and “other.”

Yet beneath the story, the dream of individuality, the same eternal, untouched, living field remains — just as the ocean remains unchanged even while countless waves rise, take shape, and fall again. 🌊✨

In the dream of individuality thoughts arise and 'seem' to steer the body in to action, as though a separate self is directing the unfolding of life. The mind begins to believes it is the author of actions, the thinker of thoughts, the controller of experience. The mind is then identified with as who or what I am. God, Source or the deeper intelligence of life seems to identify (for a time) with a separate, individual experience, so that it can experience itself in infinite ways.

And so the dream of separation begins.

But nothing ever ACTUALLY leaves the womb of God....

Everything has always and will always move within the same, unified, living reality of God.

When non-duality (not 2, not me inside this body here AND world separate out there ) begins to be recognised, realised, remembered and deeply, authentically embodied (not merely conceptualised or 'believed' in) something subtle yet so profound shifts.

The individual story does not disappear. The life continues exactly as it is — the body moves, words are spoken, experiences arise.

But the story is no longer the primary reality.

It is seen, felt, experienced that the entire 'individual' life story has always been swimming within the eternal living amniotic fluid of God.

The body is made of it...

The mind is made of it...

The world is made of it...

The thoughts that once seemed to steer life, in a seeming 'cause - effect' way are simply movements arising within the same infinite field.

Nothing is actually 'outside' God/ Source....ever.

Nothing has ever been separate from it....ever.

With this clear seeing or somatic remembering life continues to unfold exactly as it always has — the words that are spoken are spoken, the actions that are taken are taken — but now they are seen, experienced as movements within the perfect and already whole and complete, living dream of God.

And something so beautiful arises...

Life no longer feels like something that 'I' must endure, that 'I' must control and steer, that 'I' must make meaningful and good.

It is DEEPLY realised that there was never an autonomous 'I' ...that All there is is God, dreaming our beautiful life story.

So we can metaphorically take our hands off the steering wheel of effort to 'get it right', put our feet up and let the current of the fluid of God flow as it flows...always Divinely perfect.

Life, exactly as it arises begins to be enjoyed. There's no effort to need to 'rise above it', understand it, manifest it etc...etc...the manifestation manifests itself ....perfectly.

And because the weight of the illusion of separation dissolves....it is seen as a beautiful gift that God/ life has bestowed upon itself...so that it can experience itself in infinite different ways...for all of eternity.

The individual story still unfolds exactly as it will, as Gods will, but now it is held — buffered, supported, carried — within the infinite amniotic fluid of God's living reality.

We never left the womb of God.

It just became infinite.

And every imagined one of us floats in it .....here....now.

Nowhere....

There is nothing else....