Sunset on our recent trip to Kirra Through my journey of Awakening there’s been a movement in my own experience over time that I can only really describe as a kind of circling. Not a straight line of understanding, but something more fluid—expansions, collapses, clarity, confusion, depth, simplicity—and then a quiet return. At times I’ve been deeply absorbed in questions about reality, the self, consciousness, truth. Questions like: what is real? what am I? is anything actual

There are moments in life when something opens within us, and we remember. Not as a fleeting thought or a belief, but as a direct knowing. At our core, we are love—unconditional, boundless, and untouched by the challenges of life in a physical body. Many who have brushed against the edge of death speak of it. They describe leaving their bodies and being met by a love so vast and complete that they don’t want to return. Yet, we do return. We come back into our bodies, back int

There can be moments of excitement, achievement, connection, even deep pleasure — beautiful!! but none of it can stay. Every high fades. Every success passes. Every moment, no matter how beautiful, dissolves back into the next. Every season has its time. And so the movement continues… seeking, reaching, anticipating the next thing that might finally bring a lasting sense of ease. But it never quite does.... It's not supposed to... Because beneath all of that — beneath the str

There came a quiet moment on this path of integration where something subtle, yet profound, was seen. Not with regret. Not with judgment. But with a kind of gentle, maturing clarity. A recognition of how openly the heart once moved. How easily it revealed itself. How naturally it offered its depth, its tenderness, its truth —without hesitation, without measure. And in that openness, there was innocence. A sincere, unguarded meeting with life. A sense that love meant to be fu

I woke this morning with a quiet, unmistakable clarity. A seeing of how deeply human life is shaped — and performed —by the feeling that we must get it right. Not just in obvious ways…but in the constant, underlying pressure: A pressure that becomes so normalised by our culture, we don't even know its there, like an uncomfortable stone in our shoe that's been there for ever - I need to do this perfectly. I need to show up better. I need to hold this together. I'm in control o

If you’ve noticed feeling more anxious, uncertain, or overwhelmed lately, you’re not alone. We are living in a time where we are constantly exposed to information. News updates, social media, expert opinions, and opposing viewpoints reach us every hour of the day. Many of these messages carry a tone of urgency, conflict, panic or fear. Our nervous system wasn’t designed to process this much perceived threat all the time. Thousands of years ago, the human body evolved to respo

Each day in Satsang meditation with Jamie, my husband, in group meditations and when I'm working with clients, I notice ever fresher, newer, energy flowing through my body — light, oxygen, potential. It is always present here for all of us, yet it can feel contained somehow by the contraction in the body, density of old programming, both genetic and karmic. As I breathe and allow the energy to move, I sense where it meets resistance in the body. At times I can also sense this

There is a universe of difference between a surrendered Being and a human being who 'believes' they are surrendered. A sharp, visceral difference, and the nervous system of a surrendered Being recognises it before the mind can name it. To be truly surrendered in God/ life is to give everything — every hope, every identity, even the spiritual one, every craving, every comfort, every perspective, EVERY harsh inner truth — to the current of life. It is to stand in the flow and l

Yesterday in my morning satsang meditation ( connecting with the infinite self, quieting the mind, moving focus away from worldly distractions to commune in truth together) with my soul mate Jamie and our beautiful Betty and Bella, an image appeared spontaneously that revealed something very simple and very profound. Yet another way that eternity revealed itself to me. As we cleared and harmonised our energy centres and as the life force energy moved to the third eye centre

Sometimes we walk through life offering kindness, generosity, and presence so freely, we mean well, only to feel used, dismissed, or undervalued. That sting later — the tightness in the solar plexus, the heat, the buzzing, the bodily recognition of unfairness — is not weakness. It is information. It is truth arising in the body. It can arise years after the triggering event. It will continue to arise until it is somatically acknowledged and integrated. Life experience is ALWA

The body is never without needs. Breath, rest, nourishment, movement, stimulation, warmth, stillness, expression, intimate connection, touch, space.In every moment, something within us is asking to be met. Yet, many of us were never taught how to truly listen. We often struggle to attune to our body’s natural needs. The Disconnect Between Mind and Body The average human lives largely from the neck up. We navigate life through thought, strategy, projection, negotiation, and c

Tomorrow’s eclipse isn’t the start of what’s stirring in the collective — it’s a surge in a current that has already been running deep. Across politics, media, and the most unsettling stories of corruption, the shadow rises, calling for outrage, finger-pointing, and taking sides. It entices you to react, to get swept up in the wave of collective rage — to join and be seduced by the witch hunt and convince yourself of your own innocence. This is the shadow at play, offering th

For empaths and highly sensitive people, life can feel like an unrelenting flood. Thoughts, feelings, and energies — both ours and everyone else’s — swirl constantly, translating themselves into a storm inside the mind and body. It’s exhausting. And yet, over years of navigating this inner universe, something profound emerges: there is one constant that is always ours, always reliable, and always grounding and has no confusion or doubt. That constant is love — paired with the

There’s been growing conversation about a so-called “Great Reset” in human consciousness. Astrologers are in a frenzy, pointing to February 20, 2026. Ancient prophecies are resurfacing. Systems are destabilising. Political unrest, collective anxiety, a sense that something is “coming.” Some frame it as mystical. Some dismiss it as fantasy. But what if this so-called reset isn’t something ' coming'  at all? What if it’s something already happening — quietly, biologically, perc

What if your suffering and stress does not arise from life as it is. It arises from a story placed upon life by the mind. A story in time—of who I was, who they were, who I am, what they are, what I’ve done, what they've done, who I might become—that seemingly contracts infinite, free awareness into a personal, limited perceptual field. Awareness, your true being, is without edges.Without history. Without narrative. Without a definition or name. Yet through the nervous system

All we have ever wanted — peace, fulfilment, well-being, even freedom — has always been right here already in this pristine, eternal moment (presence). Not in achievement. Not in sparkle, success, or approval. Not in the “missions” or the “more” that the human mind chases. It’s ALWAYS and only right here in the body. In the nervous system. In presence. Our beautiful minds have been hypnotised for centuries — by society, by cultural and familial conditioning — to believe that

The sky tonight holds a full moon in Leo — a bright, reflective surface that reminds us of something the body already intuitively knows: life is unfolding perfectly, and we are here simply to meet it as it is. This moon, like any symbol, is not a cause or a teacher. It is a mirror. It gives the mind a familiar form to notice what is already, always true in the body: the gentle, natural rhythm of life, the openness of presence, the deep capacity to feel without needing to esca

Understanding the Essence of Healing The most powerful thing we can learn isn’t how to be happier, kinder, or more spiritual. It’s how to stay present with what hasn’t healed yet in our psyche and nervous system. When we do this, the other values come as a natural side effect. Forget “happiness.” That’s a lie we’ve been sold. Real contentment doesn’t come from chasing pleasant states or avoiding painful ones. It comes from feeling , from being with — from not running from wha

The Capricorn New Moon invites a quiet but powerful reset. Capricorn energy isn’t about pushing harder or striving for more. At its best, it’s about structure that supports life  — rhythms, routines, and commitments that make us feel safe enough to relax. This New Moon is an opportunity to look honestly at one question: What structures in my daily life actually support my nervous system? Because no amount of insight, manifestation, or understanding can land if the body feels

Anger Isn’t the Baddie — It’s Trying to Protect You from hurting or helping you assert a boundary that has been stomped on and disrespected many times in childhood. Most of us are taught — explicitly or implicitly — that certain emotions are more acceptable than others. Anger is often labelled immature, unspiritual, or wrong. Hurt and fear are seen as weakness. So we learn early to manage our inner world in socially acceptable ways. But the nervous system doesn’t work through